Not Fair.. Not Fate !

20 Jan

he is getting married !

can you believe it ?

she started crying out and screaming those words with anger ,hate and despair!

can you believe it after all those years he is getting married can he do that to me? how could he?

to know what is happening have to know the story..

She: a beautiful , 15 year old school girl,happy ,funny,with the most beautiful eyes you will ever see,the best sister anyone could ever have,the best friend you will always wish for and the best daughter any mother would dream to have..

He: an 18 years old marine student,with green eyes and a beautiful smile,countable,trust worthy,sense of humor,loves to live ..experience in life that made him extremely sober to everything revolves around him..doesnt trust easily..and for that matters ..he cant love ! (except rarely)

He was driving her around when on a sudden that conversation happened

He: would you marry me?

She: you serious?

He: yes .. ! i’ll never find someone that beautiful,or that compatible with me for that matters,we know each other since we were kids…we are cousins for crying out loud ! so what do you say? tetgwzeeni?

She: ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

………………. yes !

then in the same summer of the same year.. he broke up with her .. cause he think she is too much for him !

the following 8 years ..he is always (on-ing and off-ing) when he likes it.. he pulls her and pushes her away when he feels like it.. and to be fair.. he loved her..yet he is confused he doesnt know what he wants..

and she..

she loves him !

One month ago..he started pulling her in.. calling her everyday and twice on friday !

he started checking on her..and when grooms knock her door he gets jealous !

She.. started to blossom again..he cares .. she is confused and doesnt know where he stands..she wants to ask him ..what is that?? but cant cause he didnt say anything publicly..

two days ago..he called her..

He: am getting married

She: and you are telling me that because…. ! (with a heart that is about to fall apart)

He: nothing you are my cousin and i thought you should know !


aside from the fact that he is a jerk for manipulating with her feelings..and playing games for the best decade..and that i hate his gutts so much right now that i wanna spit in his face (pardon my french) yet both of them s3baneen 3lya..Damn it..i hate pride!

my thought of the day is..

say it when you feel it

say i love you when you feel it

you may lose the chance to say it ever again..

you may regret saying it

but you will die out of sadness wondering (what if)

my heart is broken over her !

am speechless !


9 Responses to “Not Fair.. Not Fate !”

  1. deppys 20/01/2010 at 7:54 PM #

    :S I almost cried, I hate men, seriously why on earth ye7’leeh yes3ab 3aleki? he’s a jerk.
    I’ve been seeing this story over and over, and I hate how they do this to us.

    geteli 3al wage3a :(

    • Cinderella 22/01/2010 at 2:34 PM #

      ..well i am still crying .. it’s heart to live with someone with a broken heart.. plus s3ban 3lya cause .. he thinks he tried .. he just didnt try hard enough..he gave up too easy..

  2. sleepingspirit 20/01/2010 at 11:50 PM #


    And they say; we are the emotionless ones, huh!

  3. ibhog 21/01/2010 at 10:19 AM #

    ouch, this must be so hard for her.

    these kinds of posts scare the hell out of me.

    • Cinderella 22/01/2010 at 2:36 PM #

      and why is that ? cause you are a guy or because you think that might happen to you?

      let me tell you when it’s “live” in front of you .. it will freakin freak you out !

  4. deppy 22/01/2010 at 4:47 PM #

    The only thing he tried was satisfying himself, his emotional needs and his ego, he was so selfish and stupid.

    And THIS (whenever he feels like missing her “why not getting back together”, and whever he feels like pulling away, he just get himself out of sight, and suddenly realizing she’s not the one for him and finding another one worth to be his missus ) is not trying my friend, it makes him less of a man, and makes her realizing she worth a real man who can really try for her sake.

  5. Cinderella 22/01/2010 at 5:01 PM #

    deppy you nailed it !

    you said what i couldnt say even if it passed my mind..

    thank you but the trick is.. for her to listen and feel that.. !

    say whatever you want ..the one with the broken heart wont listen ..

  6. deppy 22/01/2010 at 5:12 PM #

    If she stops giving him excuses she may see what he was all about :), it’s the exact same moment when she would let go, and starts to move on. rabena ye3enha w ye3wadha :)

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