Matters of the Heart

22 Jan

all of us can keep on writing about love,betrayals,broken hearts,unfaithfulness.. all of us can write about the matters of the heart ..


but when it comes to yours..


you are speechless..

mute

and words vanish away


how sad that is? we can write our own theories.. facts..and rules ..

but when it comes to your being..

it’s like a dagger pushed through your soul , suffocating every inch of your body..like a hurricane that rips your roots out ..

even for a split of a second

even for a night that passes so slowly that you grow older .. while you are just sitting there ..

even for a dawn where no sun is shining for you..

even for an hour when you realize (it’s really happening)

at the end of the day when you are not in the heart-break you are going to advice and repeat ..advice and repeat (like rinse and repeat)

but when you get so close to the edge ..where you have to actually throw yourself in tha pain willingly..

it’s different …

it’s difficult ..

it’s not even humane !


Ya Rab

thank you for my shining sun

for my short nights

thank you for my rainy days

and my heart beating that rhythms


Thank you for the silence after the storm

thank you for letting me sleep till dawn


thank you for conscious and unconscious state

thank you for the eternal unfinished debate over fate..


thank you for my heart

and thank you for the sorrow

it makes me feel alive

with some hate for tomorrow,


thank you for my happiness

and hope of (will be)

even if others doubt it

i always believe in me..


thank you for my love,

friends and family,

ya Allah please..

i don’t want to have a broken heart..

i don’t wanna be torn apart ever again.

ya Rab..

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5 Responses to “Matters of the Heart”

  1. Brownie 25/01/2010 at 6:45 PM #

    that was really beautiful

  2. deppy 30/01/2010 at 1:21 PM #

    I like! specially the thank you part.

    It’s gonna be okay inshalah :)

  3. Yasmina 02/02/2010 at 10:56 PM #

    your blog simply is ……to7faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

    nice to know you :)

    • Cinderella 08/02/2010 at 9:16 PM #

      hey nice to know u :) i’ll check urs right away ;) thank u so much

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