That’s how it happened !

31 Mar

she was the last one to arrive with a friend .. cause she was not allowed to drive in that case..

they opened the door before would arrive to the door step ..

” And i will be Fine”was on in the background ..

they sat her down on the couch and made that famous circle around her ..

one is handing her chocolate ice cream

another is pushing in her palm some tissues

the other is patting on her shoulder..

and then one of her friends started talking .. “ok .. tell us what happened “

Keep Breathing started as she began to talk

She: ” You know how i put my heart in his hand months ago ..?”

they replied with pain “Yes ! we saw it with him .. “

She: ” Well it happened a couple of months ago .. he started forgetting where he placed my heart,sometimes he would bring it along with him..and sometimes he would just forget it by the bed stand ..

then it happened ..

we  met up last night ,he held my heart in his right hand,and i could see how firmly he’s holding it .. my breathe was shortened ,and the air around was thick for me to inhale..

He started talking ..and as he talked

his fingers were crushing through my heart,one by one ..

and each finger would crash right through my heart ..

i could feel that hole is forming inside of me,i could feel the cold air passing through my body ..”

she cried even harder ..

and continued ” then ..he stopped talking .. and the piece left ..that was closer to his palm..was not broken ,but he took the pieces and walked away”

One of her friends: “and then what happened? “

the sound of  “Here without You” and her crying was too much to handle..

She: “he sent the pieces of my heart,or what is left of it a cheap old brown doggy bag .. and I .. my heart is broken”

One of her friends : “Where is his heart?”

She: “He stole it from me,the night before breaking my heart,and while kissing me on my forehead good night,he stole it from me..he took his heart safe and sound ..and he broke my heart into pieces,he is insisting on hurting me even after breaking it crashing and bagging it in that cheap bag,he didnt even have the curtsy to send it back in my red velvet box i gave my heart in him .. he broke my heart,and he promised he wont .. when i gave it to him in the Opera House..he promised he wont break it ..and he did ..”

One of her friends hug her and said ” Did you bring it? “

She reached for her pocket and gave them the bag .. “Mend me please .. “
One of them: “You know we will .. and you know yourself,you mended our hearts before .. it will sting a little ..and for sure you know will be a whole again but never like before though”

so they all headed for the dinning table and left one of them with her ..

she spread her heart on the table like a puzzle ..

got the glue out ..

and as they glued the sharp edges together .. Ana Haweet broke her heart even more ..

she is tossing in pain in her friend’s arms.. cause when edges touch they collide all the memories together wounds are skinned over and over again..

“It will be over soon .. i promise .. i am sorry ” her friend whispered in her ears while hugging her tight through the pain ..

Dont Go Around Breaking Girls’ hearts..we have hearts made of glass .. and you carefully deal with why be reckless with our hearts?


10 Responses to “That’s how it happened !”

  1. Neisy M 31/03/2010 at 1:11 PM #

    You made me tear Cindy :(
    I guess we all freaking relate to that!
    At least,she had you all..:)
    Mend her fully…<3

  2. Cinderella 31/03/2010 at 1:35 PM #

    i hope .. they will .. i hope they can

  3. Aliaa Ouda 31/03/2010 at 5:21 PM #

    As I’m always this heartless creature … (as my friends call me) … I’m not into love, emotions and these stuff!

    But sure u involved me in ur story (SURPRISINGLY:D)… I’m quite sure it hurts so much when someone loses the one he/she loves… Without a convincing reason. Or even with a convincing reason :D

    But eventually, life has it’s own game where you’ll be playing whether u’d like it or not.
    The point here … is either U or UR life will be called a winner!!!
    I always play to win… No matter what MY LIFE tried to do… I always block its way in order to start my own :D … n u know what?!… it’s HARD and almost IMPOSSIBLE… but when u look at it this way… It’s just A GAME :D

    When life knocks u down to ur knees… remember it’s always the perfect position to pray ;)

  4. Aliaa Ouda 31/03/2010 at 5:22 PM #

  5. gjoe 31/03/2010 at 7:56 PM #

    3ala fekra ba2a some girls just are careless and reckless with their hearts and give it to boys who don’t keep their promises..

    Oh, and you don’t just ‘give’ your heart to anyone, even if you found the special one in your life, hold it tight and don’t give it just yet, because once you do, you will never, ever have it back the same!

  6. ibhog 31/03/2010 at 8:47 PM #

    that was .. very intense.

    he ‘promised’ he won’t break it?

    the word ‘promise’ de is one of the scariest words in the English language ..

  7. ze2red 31/03/2010 at 9:17 PM #

    i shouldn’t have read this today :(

  8. Cinderella 01/04/2010 at 1:57 AM #

    @ Aliaa: you are so different than me :) your opposite ya Anesa :D .. and am glad my story caught you in :)) ..

    the way you are talking is so much and very full of reason that my head hurts ! am not like this .. damn it .. actually am like this .. but on this certain point i let my guards down .. and let life play and won .. ! ..
    and i love the praying quote .. :) as for the song my best friend Rana banned me from hearing it till she listen to it first to see if the lyrics will make me collapse or is it something that will help :D LOL thanks bgd for being here :)) ana 3arfa enk mlkeesh f dh :D

    @ Gjoez: it was the first and the last time sweetie.. the lesson is learned the hard way .. the hardest way to be exact ..

    @Ibhog: intense? :D e7keely ezay ? :))
    actually he did more than promising he did the acts that would verify the fact that he was on his way to keep his promise .. but he left .. and now the promises are really sealed with my blood seriously .. every promise is like a letter sealed with my blood .. they hurt !

    @ Ze2reda: am sorry .. wallahy am sorry .. :(

  9. Rasha 01/04/2010 at 2:26 AM #

    :( too sad for a person like you.. n

  10. Cinderella 01/04/2010 at 2:44 AM #

    … for any person .. to have his heart broken ..

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