She and Me (3)

3 Jun

Part One / Part Two


Me: Hey i miss you it has been so long since we last talked , how are you?

She : i miss you too girl , im good .

Me: Good? How good?

She: well ok is weak,

fine is lame ,

excellent is lying

but good is just right ..

am good !

Me: and how did you get past ok and fine ?

She: well i got to sit down and think alone for a while , and i found deep inside me that instinctive sense of healing , well i’ll tell you the example i see myself in but dont laugh

Me: i wont i promise , am grateful that you’re good no matter how you got there,

She: well i see myself like a cat,

a cat who is in pain ,

she will keep on licking the place where the pain is coming from ,

doing everything she can to feel better ,

eating right,

sleeping right,

being around close people who knows the pain,

and although the licking part wont do her any good but she’s doing it anyway .. just in case !

And I will try to fix you

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14 Responses to “She and Me (3)”

  1. عــــلا 03/06/2010 at 9:09 PM #

    Tell her that time heals everything and ask her to get her self as busy as she can. May be even mingling with new people who do not know about her pain and do not talk with her about it be better than seeing only the ones who know about it.. may be.

    • Cinderella 03/06/2010 at 9:15 PM #

      i’ll tell her that ..

      although from experience keeping oneself “busy” is like taking pain killers for the pain without curing the cause of it :)

      and time heals “almost” everything ya Lou :)

      plus sometimes when being around new people who doesnt know about the pain makes the person feel more alone and lonely ..

      and again as you said ..

      maybe .. just in case :)

  2. Linah Elshrief 04/06/2010 at 12:25 AM #

    هكتب بالعربي

    : )
    فيه طريقة احسن

    ما منعك الله الا ليطعمك
    و لسوف يعطيك ربك فترضي
    إنك بأعيننا

    دول هيخلوها تقوي أكتر
    اقوي بالله

    و اقولك
    اسمعي الناس جدا
    و بالذات ناس اتجرحت و خفت اوي بطريق غير متوقعه

    و ساعتها ده هيديكي أقوي دفعه لقدام
    هتعرفي ان في الضلمة بس .. بنشوف النجوم

    : )

    • Cinderella 04/06/2010 at 8:05 PM #

      لينا يا لينا
      انا مبسوطة انك جيتي من غير ما يبقي فيه شتايم

      هقولها الكلام ده كله
      هاخده كوبي بيست

      بس الفكرة انها عارفة ده كويس
      وبجد زي ما قلتي الدنيا حوليها بتختلف يوم عن يوم

      هو بس صعبان عليها :)

  3. Linah Elshrief 04/06/2010 at 12:31 AM #

    سندي عمري
    بصي حواليكي جداااااا
    شوفي ناس بتحبك حواليكي

    والله العظيم يا الله
    الواحد مر بفترة وحشة جدا ف حياته
    و والله لما ركز اوي بعد شويه لقي ناس كتيييييييييييير بيحبوه اوي
    لدرجه انه حس ..
    ايه ده هو انا ازاي مكنتش شايف الجنة دي حواليا

    حبي الناس كمان
    افتحي الفيس الصبح و خشي علي واحده صحبتك اي واحدة و اكتبلها عالوول

    زي ما عملتي معايا كده مرتين خليتي الدنيا في عيني حلوة اوي : )

    اشتري شوكلاته لحد من اصحابك

    عارفه ..
    خليكي راكبه ف المترو و شوفي بنت شكلها حزين و طلعي ورقة اكتبلها فيها كلام حلو .. و شوفي علي وشها احلي ابتسامة و ضحكة بالدنيا كلها
    والله هتتبسطي اوي
    هترجعي تتنفسي
    و علي فكرة
    انا عملتاه قبل كده من فترة قريبة
    و تصدقي بالله
    بعدها بفترة .. دلوقتي يعني .. الحياة مظنش انها ممكن تبقي احلي من كده الحمدلله

    : )

    عارفه ..
    بكره نور الصبح جاي
    ان شاء الله

    : )

    • Cinderella 04/06/2010 at 8:07 PM #

      تصدقي لو قلتلك ان صحبتي كان بقالها كتير اوي بجد بتعاني
      وابتديت مؤخرا تعمل الحاجات ايلي بتقولي عليها كده
      (مش كلها طبعا)بس بتبتسم من غير لسبب لناس في الشارع

      :)
      صاحبت مامتها
      صاحبت نفسها :)

      بقت مختلفة :)

      وربنا يستر بكرة
      ويهديها :)

  4. Hebba 04/06/2010 at 7:22 PM #

    hi cindy
    shoufi ya setti, tell her that time is a good wound healer-only if we allow it to.
    let go of yesterday and don’t allow it to ruin today and tomorrow. it will go away. believe me :)))))

    • Cinderella 04/06/2010 at 8:15 PM #

      ya Hebba time heals (almost) everything ..
      she knows someday she will be healed .. completely? i dunno :)
      but she knows deep inside that she is much stronger to stay that way and much more fragile to allow herself to stay that way for long :)

  5. Hebba 04/06/2010 at 8:23 PM #

    she doesnt need to be on her won fighting this. there will always be friends willing to give her a hand to overcome.
    just like the group u met today. they helped me to overcome a great deal :)

    • Cinderella 04/06/2010 at 10:44 PM #

      :)) u have a point yet again she fears that she will be a burden on others so she just take it all in alone..

      but she is much much better i can tell you that :)

  6. MUHAMED ELGHAREEB 06/06/2010 at 2:26 AM #

    …If you are brave Enough to say “good bye”,Be SURE That isa life will reward you with a new “hello”

    • Cinderella 06/06/2010 at 4:07 AM #

      :) well your reply just came in time,
      im writing now about the moving on part..
      (barely) :)

      Thanks Muhamed :)

  7. deppy 06/06/2010 at 9:19 PM #

    That’s my girl, she gonna heal, she gonna be as perfect as new inshalah. :):)

    • Cinderella 07/06/2010 at 10:06 PM #

      yes baby she will :)
      mwah

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