10 Jun




all i wanna do right now .. is scream at the top of my lungs ..

well..before starting my new job all my close friends asked me to be:

more patient

more tolerant

more discreet

more professional

less edgy

less sensitive

and i promised i will..

though i knew that the weekend is not as i signed on the offer (it will be saturday and sunday and not friday and saturday) which ruined all my weekend plans that i had set from now till Ramadan !

though im a soft skills trainer and am here as a technical trainer

though am not a part of the training team am a part of the project team .. (and that pisses me off)

though i didnt do anything since i went there..except checking my facebook via my phone

though when i asked for my username and password i was told (u wouldnt need it till then ,so i said ok but u sent me an email i need to check it,i was told but i sent it to ur personal email ! ) as if that’s right asasn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

though i was told to make myself at home,and when i started to interact ,ask questions (regarding work) ..

i was told (u r very talkative !)

so i told him trainers should b talkative,

he said no they should b precise and u talk too much

so i said well that is me,

so he said well do some sports or eat fruits but dont b talkative again!!

and that ladies and gentlemen is one of my supposed to be supervisors !

all i wanted to do is hit him with my bag and scream as mentioned above !

though today elmagarii taf7a and my skirt got all dirty and i had to wash it

though that i had to park in the only dry place in the street cause no other place is available

though all the people walking down the street kept cursing me cause i blocked the only place they get to pass through !

i keep reminding myself.. they pay good (but after all that i think am not gonna sell my soul )

i keep reminding myself.. am gonna be doing something i love ( the act itself not the material )

i keep reminding myself.. am expanding my horizons..

i might be a reason for someone to change for the better..

am enjoying

am living

but seriously am that close either to lash out or cry it out !

.. DAMN IT !



17 Responses to “AM SO PISSED OFF !”

  1. shadows 10/06/2010 at 1:00 PM #

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!! e7mmmmmm r u… el bali balek? :D

  2. shadows 10/06/2010 at 1:20 PM #

    its not as bad as u see it… its just an off day girl lighten up a little :) wut r u doing after work?

    • Cinderella 10/06/2010 at 1:24 PM #

      Rana i was being told am talkative ! and i was asking working questions !!!!

      omal lw etklmt b2a f3ln hyt2al 3lya eh !

      .. i am doing nothing after work .. i have work didnt catch that in the post didnt you?

  3. Sina 10/06/2010 at 1:32 PM #

    Bossy, just tell him flat out that he’s your supervisor and you are supposed to ask him a lot of questions. If he doesn’t like it he should quit. I say keep asking him questions, it’s his job to answer them. Don’t take anyone’s bullshit, assert yourself, nobody and nothing is worth it.

    • shadows 10/06/2010 at 1:44 PM #

      i agree with sina howa dal kalam! actually ur designed to be assertive and flat out, if not u then who! :)

    • Cinderella 10/06/2010 at 1:51 PM #

      well i calmed myself in the bathroom after crying (when i remembered my boss who died and how much i’d argue with him for hours) ..
      then i decided am gonna have the silent treatment on ,and wait for my direct supervisor to come , to deal with him directly, and if i had any question i’ll ask and to hell with anything ..

      seriosuly i have all this vocabulary that i want to write down that might calm me down ..

      im furious !

      Thanks Sins .. i’ll do that next time we have a conversation..which i might create intentionally to say these lines !

  4. shadows 10/06/2010 at 1:41 PM #

    hmmm remember yasmeen! (u never knw ;) )

    i did bs eh 3elakto benahrda… :$
    y3ni you’ll be heading straight home to bed?

    • Cinderella 10/06/2010 at 1:48 PM #

      Yasmeen eh ya benti , dh ana kill him :D
      wlw tl3 zy yasmin h2ool la2.. asasn

      Allak !

      well no i have no plans what so ever but Yasmin wants the car .. :S

  5. shadows 10/06/2010 at 1:51 PM #


    • Cinderella 10/06/2010 at 3:22 PM #

      the least i could say in public :@

  6. Ahmad 10/06/2010 at 4:28 PM #

    I know how angry you must be feeling right now, and I won’t try to defend him, But he might be having a bad day don’t you think? and it was just bad luck to have him in that bad mood along with the bad day you were already having.
    That doesn’t mean he has the right to say something like that, and the only work place without jerks and poopfaces is in heaven!

    • Cinderella 10/06/2010 at 4:42 PM #

      well ..
      there is an update..

      i was walking down the hall and he saw me as i ignored making eye contact with him,

      so he asked what’s wrong?where is your smile?

      so i told him actually am mad at you !

      he said why ?

      so i told him why and i added i wasnt asking you personal questions ,it was about work and you told me to begin acting as if am home then how come when i started to do so,i was told that i talk too much !

      so he said am sorry i didnt realize what i was saying !

      so i told him thank you and it’s fine,

      so he was like would you mind walking with me?

      so i told him sure thing ..

      and he was like dont be that senestive and i didnt mean and start acting like a college ,

      so i told him well i was doing that and i got a smack on the head..

      so he said hope you’re not sad..

      and that’s that ! :)

      Thanks Ahmad ..
      well not defending him helps !
      you’re a good listener :))

  7. jasmin 10/06/2010 at 8:20 PM #

    actually u are in this stage called adaptation , you and your co-workers , you are just to learn each others ways .. it’s normal and healthy .. and I’m not worried about you , cos someone like you will get her way eventually .. just be patient and open in your own special way .. you ‘ll be fine i know :)

    • Cinderella 12/06/2010 at 3:25 PM #

      well the thing is .. u have a point yet again am no trying to take his job or anything .. we are way too different in the hierarchy for that to happen from him..

      anyway i believe that it’s an experience and even this shall pass..

      thanx Jazz

  8. jasmin 10/06/2010 at 8:27 PM #

    but i wanna tell you something , GET whatever was signed in your contract if not now , then insist on it till they submit .. a contract is a contract .Period.

    • Cinderella 12/06/2010 at 3:26 PM #

      well i think i’ll be flexible on that so i can be strict and firm on other stuff ..

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