Things In My Bag

23 Jun

well for sometime now ive been wanting to update my bag content .. get and buy stuff and remove stuff ..

so the things i need to have in my bag are:

  1. Tissue
  2. Wet Tissue
  3. A needle and a thread
  4. Pen
  5. Good Book
  6. Comb
  7. Nail Polish Remover

Things i need to remove from my bag :

  1. the big bottle of hand lotion and replace it with a smaller one
  2. photos
  3. un-needed recites
  4. Trash at the bottom of the bag
  5. YOU !

yes YOU ..

the bag will be much lighter ..

i cant carry you around all the time .. more weight .. more thinking .. more insecurities than the ones i already have ..

so now i’ll flip the bag from the window .. and PUFF ! you‘re gone with the wasted paper , tissues , dreams and fears !

Bag .. Baggage .. loads of waste .. loads of insecurities

every person has their own baggage .. i have one hell of a baggage .. and you came along just to make it worse .. that wont affect who i am , and wont affect my heart inside .. am not gonna let you get to me !

The thing is the insecurities i’ll be having will cause some trust and Belief in others issue ..

but i’ll be as i am .. looking for the best side in people .. even if they did hurt me .. but the only difference is .. am not gonna trust them as easy or believe them as fast .. !

or will i ?


16 Responses to “Things In My Bag”

  1. ibhog 23/06/2010 at 3:00 PM #

    that reminds me of the movie Up in the Air. I think .. gradual works best here.

    • Cinderella 23/06/2010 at 3:17 PM #

      well ive been gradually flipping the bag ya Ibhog :)

  2. zekry 23/06/2010 at 3:32 PM #

    3shan keda b2a el shonat bta3tko kbeera :P

    • Cinderella 23/06/2010 at 3:37 PM #

      ahh kol wa7da shyla goossa gowa :D

  3. jasmin 23/06/2010 at 7:56 PM #

    ana el gossa bta3ty shaylaha f shantet el 3rabya , lol :D… u’ll continue believe easily and trust fast coz it’s in the blood but u’ll be more immune , more tolerant to shocks which is a bless come to think of it :)

    • Cinderella 23/06/2010 at 9:55 PM #

      LOL :D
      well .. i hate the immune part cause simply it makes my shell grow harder .. and that is just not right ! good but not right :)

  4. jasmin 23/06/2010 at 10:16 PM #

    did it occure to u that vulnerability is charming?

    • Cinderella 23/06/2010 at 10:20 PM #

      i know !
      but every time we have immunity vulnerability hides deeper !
      plus people use this vulnerability to get to u .. your keys become more out in the open !

  5. jasmin 23/06/2010 at 10:42 PM #

    ok , then be smart ab it and u know how , then control it and u’ll learn how …
    actually it was a beautiful journey , ur blog ,, it is so rich and happening..
    back in 2009 ..
    -Shakira episode , i can identify wiz every word of it ..
    look , in my journey f 3alm el banat :D i discovered that gurls are two types :1- the type that can manipulate and get away almost wiz anything.
    2- the type that innocence and vulnerability spoiled even their chances of clearing themselves ..
    but i also learned that this second type wn s loved it’s for keep and highly appreciated , wiz time.
    – the post of el namosa in 14th Jan is brilliant and tricky , coz just wn i prepared myself to read a story it turned out to be a namosa :D , brilliant.
    – Rose Quartz post is mind blowing , in fact i went nump wiz u during this and waired till they do the magic but nothing ever does , right?
    – He said :i’m getting married .. such a jerk w 7agat tanya 3eb a2olha .
    truly wish to know ur mom , this line ..touched me deeply and cut in my heart like a knife , imagining u ., i knew details ab ur accident thru her blog actualy , well , i cried (letterally)..
    – this post ( i won’t defend my religeon ).. absolutely agree .. i always found it degrading to defend Islam , it’s huge , should be learned and be high .
    ……… i wanna thank u for sharing all this and all ideas , such a rich mind :)

    • Cinderella 24/06/2010 at 2:34 AM #

      i read ur replies as soon as you posted them and till now .. at this very moment i dont know what to tel you except thank you so much for investing your time,sleeping hours,emotions and care with me :)

  6. jasmin 23/06/2010 at 10:48 PM #

    wn u were seven and used to check on ur mom while she s asleep to see her breathing .. i’m speechless w bas

    • Cinderella 24/06/2010 at 2:34 AM #

      :) till now i still do that actually

  7. ze2red 24/06/2010 at 12:20 AM #

    Luggage and baggage all in the bag… get rid of the excess and travel lighter… Gorge clooney ya taby in Up in the Air :)

    hope your bag has begun to be lighter, enjoy the nice feeling that comes along. Feel free, be light, and fly high up in the sky ;)

    and don’t forget the wet wipes, mohemmeen awy dool :D

    • Cinderella 24/06/2010 at 2:04 AM #

      i didnt watch the movie till now :))

      well wet tissues 3yzaha 3shan a7ot feeha sem w adeeha lely yday2ni :@

    • ze2red 24/06/2010 at 4:53 PM #

      shar mot2asel :D

    • Cinderella 24/06/2010 at 5:05 PM #

      لا تمسح ايدك في المنديل
      المنديل فيه سم قاتل


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