37th Thought

16 Jul

so today ..

i had like million plans A , B , C and D .. to not be left alone for a second !

and why today? well today .. like last year .. my accident had occurred !

yes one year .. can you believe it?

i still can remember everything .. every little detail ..

i believe that i never wrote down what happened on that day .. i remember the thank you post but i know i didnt write anything of what happened or how it happened !

well maybe tomorrow when i wake up ( if i did ) i’ll write down what happened :)

but today .. well all my plans went down the hill and got buried under it :)

nothing of what i planned happened ..

and i was left alone .. but the thing is .. i wasnt lonely .. ! el7amdolelah .. seriously .. i didnt feel lonely..

well .. last year i felt loved ..

and today i felt respected,appreciated and thought of :)

and i bought a new set of clothes ..like a new line of wardrobe .. :)

it’s almost 11 pm ..

i spent beautiful time with my small family :)

we ate

we laughed

and i felt blessed !

last year i was promised more than thousands of promises ..

non of them came true..

last year i had million of plans..

and non of them came true..

so i decided .. am not gonna plan for more than the following day .. cause am not sure where will i be .. the day that follows..

i know for a fact that am not planning or day dreaming ..

am living ..

and i have something that i miss so bad ..

i will know what it is when i get it ..


i’ll write more about that tomorrow ..

am so sleepy

70zonbol battery is about to sleep ..

and i wanna have some time to think..


peace out :)


10 Responses to “37th Thought”

  1. gjoez 16/07/2010 at 11:40 PM #

    Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! IT has been a year already!!!

    Well.. I remember that Thank You post, it was probably the first I ever read to you.. It was intense.. I mean like.. Whoaaaa!

    3arfa tesma3y eh.. shwayet quraan keda .. w kobayet 3aseer manga.. w ba3deen ta7’dy dosh dafy.. w te7’oshy tenaamy w bokra hatb2y zay el foll..

    Cindy.. don’t bury yourself in the past.. The past’s will only cast its shadows only if you let it. I love the fact that you are not planning, just living.. am doing that too.. bass begad the past is just a dream.. a bad or a good dream it doesnt matter.. it is faint and doesn’t really exist, except in our minds..

    w keep singing:


    • Cinderella 17/07/2010 at 2:36 PM #

      :)) i like the song .. it suits the situation really .. well the song am listening to now is Uninvited for alanis .. totally not suitable for the mood .. bs aho b2a :)

      anyway .. that post whenever i read it .. my eyes tear.. i recall their faces and their eyes and the tears they are trying to hide ..

      i wonder why do we wait for things to be almost lost so we can appreciate?

  2. jasmin 17/07/2010 at 9:58 AM #

    when i want somethin badly i never plan it .

    • Cinderella 17/07/2010 at 2:36 PM #

      well dh fe 7d zato is planning :)

  3. Amel 17/07/2010 at 11:10 AM #

    A year!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Besor3a keda?

    Ana keda ba2aly bel zabt 2 years & 4 months mamzeltsh masr!!
    Ezay keda? Enty fawa2teny :D

    Bs kheer ahe 3adet sana wenty kowayesa gedan el 7amdo lellah… Akeed 7agat keter 7salet makonash netkhayel enaha 7ate7sal w mabne2darsh nefakar aslan de law 7asalet 7ane3mel eh wala 7an3esh ezay… Bs ahe 7salet w lesa 3ayshen :)

    Am not gonna plan for more than the following day.. Sa7 keda :) ana kaman ba2aly fatra mesh ba3mel 3’er keda

    Ana mabsota eny 2aretlek elnahrda .. Sa7eteny mn el noom asl betgely 3’ayboba keteer awt bs bagoo2 :D

    So2al baree2… Shofty Eclipse? 3agabek????????

    • Cinderella 17/07/2010 at 2:38 PM #

      yeah i whole year !
      365 youm :)

      well am happy that u pop here every now and then ya Amel :)

      yeah i did watch it .. yet it’s not as intense as the 2nd part .. ( the 2nd part is my fav ) so maybe am not being fair or something

  4. mimi 17/07/2010 at 7:28 PM #

    ياااااااه فعلا كان يوم عمرى ما هانساه ولو فضلت احمد ربنا لحد ما اموت مش هاوفيه حقه من كرمه عليه فى انك قمتيلى بالسلامه وربنا يحميكى ويخليكى وييييييي
    ولا بلاش

    • Cinderella 17/07/2010 at 11:41 PM #

      :)) ربنا يخليكي ليا يا ماما
      اليوم ده عمري ما هنسي وشك وانتي بصالي ولا مسكتك لا ايدي

      ربنا ما يحرمني منك :)

  5. mahmoudhermes 18/07/2010 at 7:25 AM #

    good sweet morning y fandem , yrab takon bakhir i think now is 18 y3ani el humd allah 3adena 16 khlas el mohamem kont 3waez 2olk haga when u be exhausted from be clever be always planning when be tired from thinking let the day plane every thing to u but as much as u can try to smile 3ashan el donya tdhklek y sandy w salmtek alef salema from last year :D allah keep u y fandem

    • Cinderella 18/07/2010 at 1:55 PM #

      THANK you ya Mahmoud :) long time no see ya ragel :) eb2a t3ala :)

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