I Know Am Not Good When I Dream Constantly .. On Nightly Basis !

5 Aug

so the past week ive been dreaming intensely about people i don’t want to see ever in my life again..and yet i do dream about them ..

why is that?

i really don’t know ..

but all i know is ..because of these dreams today i cant sleep .. as if my mind is taking a stand against  dreams .. unwanted dreams .. of people uninvited to my mind..

but then again..i dreamed of strange people…people i knew and met for few times .. or on a hurry..or never talked to before..or even said hi to !

i actually told one of them that i had a dream about him,he laughed and told me ” am every girl’s dream anyway” so i laughed right back at him .. actually couldn’t stop laughing !  not because the guy is bad or ugly or anything ( cause he’s not in a million years.. ) but because of the self confidence he speaks with.. you gotta admire it even if you don’t agree with him :D .. anyway .. it’s like a rule to me..when i dream about someone..i tell them.. but this time..i wont ! i just dont want to actually consider talking to them .. to the uninvited visitors i mean ..


i know am not good when i dream constantly ..on nightly basis !

i sometimes miss my dreamless nights..

cause that’s when my heart is comfort and safe ..

i know myself so well that i resent it sometimes !


since i was a kid and dreams played a big role in my life ..

not only cause it might affect one of my decisions but also for a hidden reason ( for me ) my dreams always always played the warning bells for upcoming unfortunate events !

Since January the 16th 2010 and dreams played a bigger part in my life than usual.. before major incidents occur i would dream about them .. word for word but instead of words .. acts !

for instance i dreamed once that i was driving in a pitch black night and no what so ever beam of light existed..and i was driving on a high way and the cars next to me didn’t have any light and i didn’t have any light.. i stopped and tried calling someone to help me but they didn’t pick up and their grandma did ! telling me that they went to the hospital with their grandpa ! to wake up and actually find them in the hospital with their grand pa .. and the driving in the pitch black happened later :)

and that kept on happening .. ( the dreaming )


dear me..
please sleep,
dear sleep..
please be dreamless,
dear dreams..
please be nice to me..
night is all i have ..
dont take that away !


Insomnaic


Advertisements

6 Responses to “I Know Am Not Good When I Dream Constantly .. On Nightly Basis !”

  1. jasmin 07/08/2010 at 11:34 PM #

    dreams be merciful to me :)
    sometimes you find sloutions through dreams , sometimes you see ppl you miss thru a dream ..if your dreams obeyed you and stopped you’ll miss them terribly coz believe me having them with agony is much better than losing them thouroughly….
    so i wish you sweet merciful obeydent dreams.

  2. Batabeet 09/08/2010 at 12:39 PM #

    I hate it when i have a dream and it changed my whole day.. sometimes extends for more

    i hate when i dream of people that I really wanna forget…

    ufffffffffffffffffffffffffff

    • Cinderella 10/08/2010 at 11:34 PM #

      at this point and time ..
      what is the action that could be done?
      cause am not calling them and telling them i dreamt about you !
      and in the same time i wanna call them and curse the hell out of them ..

      DAMN IT !

  3. Hebba 14/08/2010 at 1:54 AM #

    i know the feeling.
    i have been dreaming of someone i dont want back in my life too.
    but i didnt call him, for this would be as 7omarah as putting my finger in a burning flame :)
    ignore it, cindy. just dont think about it.

    • Cinderella 14/08/2010 at 4:18 AM #

      you know that a friend told me if you ignored it you will keep dreaming about this person?
      cause it’s like when our mind is trying to reject or ignore a certain idea it floats in our dreams and we have no control over it .. !!

Have something to say?

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: