Chances Are …

17 Nov

chances are we are gonna have sisters and brothers or we are gonna be alone

and when we do will we have the toys we wanted in our birthday or they will be broken by our cousins !

chances are we are gonna have both our parents under one roof or our parents will be divorced..

or that they will agree that we would have a dog and chances are we will settle for a turtle

chances are we are gonna have one friend at the first day at school who will make us stop crying

and with them we are gonna be popular at school or we are gonna be loners

chances are we are gonna be good students or we are gonna be sitting in the back counting the passing cars and dreaming within the clouds

or if not that nor that  we are gonna be athletics or we are gonna be just cheering for others while they are breaking records

chances are that we are gonna have 5 friends at least at school and chances are we are gonna be the leader for that gang (or so we will believe)

and have 2 best friends from those fives

and we will be betrayed or back-stabbed by at least one of those two..

chances are we are gonna be in love ..love from the first sight in high school

and that are we are gonna get our heart broken when we know they were looking at our best friend !

chances are we are gonna go to the university that we wanted .. and chances are we are gonna feel like we failed our parents

and that our eyes will catch someone to fall for the following four years by the first week in college..

chances are we are gonna be engaged by the fourth year in college.. or even married in an arranged marriage by the 2nd year in college !

chances are we are gonna succeed .. take year for year

or maybe we are gonna fail and have a wider look at our life at this point ..

chances are we will have new best friends .. and chances are we are gonna fall for one of them !

and maybe we will grow apart from our parents.. and one of our siblings will be our closest friend

chances are we are gonna find in ourselves a talent that we didnt know we had.

and our talent will be our passion and our career

or maybe just maybe our dreams will lead the way .. or our parents will !

chances are we are gonna start smoking.. doing drugs..

or are we are gonna be lured to do things against our own beliefs .. and that we are gonna follow them !

or we are gonna be offered sins in the dark .. but then we are gonna regret them afterward if we seized them !

and chances are we will be religious.. or we are gonna turn into atheist !

chances are we are gonna get married.. or we wont

or even we gonna marry our college sweetheart or even better marry our high school sweet heart

then we might get divorced before the first year ends ! or even better we will love each other for a lifetime !

chances are we are gonna have children.. or maybe we wont either by choice or out of our hand !

the best part is there is a big chance that our new best friend is someone who entered our life by mere chance !

and this friend will be our best friend for good !

chances are we will have to take big decisions in our life at least 5 times ..

and i grantee you the big possibility that after years and years of taking these decisions we will keep wondering if we made the right ones!

chances are we are gonna be in love at least once in our life time

we are gonna have our heartbroken at least once in our life time

and we are gonna break at least one heart  ..

chances are we are gonna cry ourselves to sleep at least 10 times in our lifetime

and we are gonna cry out loud in the open at least when our parents die !

chances are we are gonna put ourselves out there for someone .. and the possibility of being rejected or accepted stands

and that when we get rejected we are gonna promise ourselves we wont do that again .. but guess what?

when the right oppurtinity knocks and when we find someone we think is worthy the step..we will do it all over again !

chances are our hurt will overwhelm us on certain days that we wont be able to breath .. and hold on to yourself cause most probably we will have to face these days alone !

chances are we are gonna witness death of one of our friends at least once .. and it will be a shock to us cause we were just with them a day ago !

and chances are we will be that friend !

chances are we are gonna die alone .. wishing for someone to be with us ..

or are we are gonna die in our love’s arms .. wishing not to leave them alone after our death.. cause we know they will miss our existence when we are gone !

if that happen the best part is when our other half will tell our kids how much they loved us..and how we two met for the thousand times..and each time our kids will tear up and smile !

all of that carries a 50 50 chance..

some of these chances are our to make or take..and others are not !

what is inevitable and not to be negotiated about..

is death ..

live your life

knowing that when you say goodbye to someone .. you might not live to see them again !

and you never know what are the chances ..

will they over live you and remember the last time they saw you..

or you will over live them and remember the last goodbye !

so live your every possibility with every bit of it ..

cause chances are you will only live it once !

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6 Responses to “Chances Are …”

  1. Hea ♥ 17/11/2010 at 9:27 PM #

    Ezay el post dah 7elw keda?
    Cindy, I love it much :*

    • Cinderella 21/11/2010 at 2:40 AM #

      thank you baby!
      u know that when u do say something like that ..u make me happy specially that u r talented and u have ur way with words :)
      mwah

  2. Knee 17/11/2010 at 11:19 PM #

    I love love love it Cindy! =) bete3gebeeny awi bgad masha’allah 3aleeky =D
    Shine on~

    • Cinderella 21/11/2010 at 2:41 AM #

      awww!! i love the shine on part :) mwah

  3. Rio K. 18/11/2010 at 11:29 AM #

    I must say, by reading this that by change most of this has happen to me, tho the one of saying goodbye to a love one , was and most likely be one of the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. love this post thanx for sharing your words.

    • Cinderella 21/11/2010 at 2:42 AM #

      welcome to my blog Rio ..
      and am really happy that my words touched ur heart ..
      hope it will always will on happier notes though..

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