No More Dreaming Like A Girl,So In Love With The Wrong World

22 Nov

so last night was a lonely night..

and so is today ..

dreamed of colors,roses and rainbows

to notice the storm .. we aint in the month of may !

so last night i stood there and i fought with every cell of my being not to go down,

fighting temptations really consumes and drains one’s soul !

fighting temptations kills the soul that fall with no sound ,

some people think that when you just lure them they will fall for the bait just because they are in need !

they don’t know that when you feed your temptation you will end up dead and will regret you ever got fed !


but giving in to it will feed on your soul!

let me be..and leave me alone,

let me be in peace .. let me be in one piece.

i dont need anymore shuttered souls around ..

one is enough for me !


not because am single then am desperate,

am single by choice and the proof of that is i just turned you down and stood there for myself and told you NO !


you call it selfishness .. greediness ..

i call it self-preservation and self-control !


am not just gonna say yes because i want to ,not even cause i need to ! so save your breathe for another girl who might take the humiliation ..


just know i will not be a one night stand just because that’s what you want from me ! I WONT !

whether you were direct and honest about it or started with the ” I want to marry you ” pathetic..pathetic line !

i dont need any validation from anyone that am cute,beautiful,sexy,kissable or whatsoever

i dont need any validation from anyone that am a good person cause simply ive been through a lot of turning points roads and i know my choices made me what i am .. A GOOD PERSON !


you made me feel like am a failure,a whore,cheap and it is not your fault it’s simply mine cause i gave you the permission to get to me !


and so .. right now you are banned from my life,just get the hell out of here i dont need nor want you ever in my life again !

and know for a fact that when you make up your mind that am not gonna be here waiting for you !

am gone !

im better off without you .. im lighter and i know cause i took the decision to live without you ..that am stronger !



P.S: that’s a lot of collective thoughts through out the past period..

thoughts of what’s happening to me ,around me and within me !

and to conclude it .. ill attach a song i attached just proves that it’s true !


7 Responses to “No More Dreaming Like A Girl,So In Love With The Wrong World”

  1. Hatem ElBidweihy 22/11/2010 at 5:00 PM #

    Even your other kind-of-furious side is cute, Cinderella. The coming shall be better isA =)

    • Cinderella 22/11/2010 at 7:03 PM #

      aww !
      you think that am cute ? meow and even my furious side is cute?
      thank you Hatem ..
      and am sure what’s coming will be better .. i cant wait for it to come :)

  2. deppy 22/11/2010 at 5:16 PM #


    • Cinderella 22/11/2010 at 7:04 PM #

      what? :$

    • deppy 23/11/2010 at 3:43 PM #

      It’s just….that…I relate…and I can’t find words…and you…..pretty much said it all

    • Cinderella 23/11/2010 at 3:46 PM #

      well while writing this post couple of friends were on my mind ..

      love you !

    • deppy 23/11/2010 at 3:48 PM #

      Love you more :*

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